what am i into?

• cigars & pipes

  after admiring cigarmen for quite a while, i finally got my introduction to cigars in april 2000. a bear i'd met up with over lunch to talk about hypnosis had brought one along, and he wound up taking me to JR on 5th Avenue and sending me home with 2 JR Ultimate double coronas. i sat on the back steps and smoked the first one that night, and it went right to my dick!

  i had my first experience being fed cigar smoke three months later, at the Renegade Run. the top who'd introduced me to gas masks about a year before strung me up from a tree, strapped me into a fire mask, and fed me a bunch of smoke from a big, dark Casa Blanca Magnum. well, from the first breath i was hooked! i've turned into quite the pig for both feeding and being fed smoke.

  and in late winter 2001 i introduced myself to the joys of pipes! i'm partial to English blends like Dunhill Nightcap, and in May a friend from Ohio turned me on to Gallaher's Condor (which, since it's not available in the US, came by way of a couple hot bears from the UK). but i'm still experimenting and trying lots of tobaccos. pipe smoke is good like cigar smoke...smoother, but more potent!

• sucking dick

  i'm a dickpig, plain and simple. i LOVE sucking cock, and i'm VERY good at it. i like the taste of a hot dick...the way it feels in my mouth...being able to make a guy moan with just my tongue...kneeling in front of a guy and making him cum... i love guys who really get into getting blown, whether they're really verbal, or just grunt and moan a lot, or just stay rock-hard in my mouth while i work my magic. i like having a cock throb in my mouth, so when i find something a guy likes, i do it more. it's not all about the cum, but if the guy doesn't shoot i feel like i've done something wrong. quick loads are good, but with a guy who's really into it i can go until he's done.
  
  sucking is pretty much a bottom-pup thing, but i do get into having my dick sucked as well. like to sit back and let a hungry boy slurp on my dick...let him figure out how to handle my PA... (i've had the PA since september '97...started at 10 ga and have it up to 0 now.)

• fucking

  LOVE plowing ass, or getting my ass rammed. yeah, it's one of those "basic" sex things, but it's fun. pound my hole until you shoot!

• pain

  yes, pain. not just any pain...it has to be carefully and erotically administered. i have a very high tolerance if it's started right. and as a Top i'll give as much as my bottom can take, whether that's rough and intense, or (relatively) soft. i like making boys grunt and moan and scream.

  • tit torture
    

    nipple play. clips, clamps, needles, fingers, mouths...

  • ball torture
    

    hanging weights from a parachute ball stretcher...crushing them with my hands or a ballcrusher...smacking them with hands, small floggers, paddles...shocking them alone and in combination with dick or butt...tying them up, stretching them against the bottom of the sac, spreading them apart... clothespins...needles...
    
    dick torture comes under this heading, too...binding it, wrapping it in latex, clothespinning it, smacking it around...

  • spanking/paddling/flogging/whipping

    i don't go much for hand-spanking...much more for paddles, belts and other implements. love the feel of a heavy belt on my back. warm me up right and i'll beg for more! this is a piggish tendency i've been discovering more lately. "i've never been flogged" was taken as a challenge at Inferno 29 in 2000, and a hot sadistic bear gave me my first flogging, which led into my first single-tailing as i screamed and begged for more.

    give me a bottom who wants a beating and i'll turn his backside a nice dark red (and if he asks nicely, purple!).

• intense erotic experiences

  things that seem like they should be painful or unpleasant, but aren't.

  • fisting/assplay
    

    i had my first fist (the skunk's) in october 1998...an amazing experience. i've had his a few more times since then, and a few others' as well, and in june 2000 my first double fisting (WOW!). always need more practice, but i love having a hand in my ass! i also like having my butt worked with dildoes, plugs, fingers, hands, toys, dicks...
    
    i'm also a fisting Top with LARGE hands. i've only found a couple guys so far who could take them, but i enjoy working on butts even if i don't get my hand in.

  • temporary piercing
    

    with hypodermic needles (sans syringe). i've had them in my nipples, dick, and scrotum. very intense.

  • electricity
    

    one of my favorite things! the sensations that can be created by passing current (battery, not household) through the genitals are exquisite. although higher levels can be painful, there's a lot that can be done with electricity that's not painful at all...pleasant tinglings, deep throbbings...carefully tuned to the bottom's responses, an electro scene can be intense fun without any pain at all. on the other hand, there's a lot to be said for using it to explore that vague border between pleasure and pain, where the feeling is so intensely erotic that it isn't really either. most of my electric toys were made by the Folsom Electric Company: buttplug, two cockrings, catheter electrode, and two source boxes (the 202 and the MAX). expensive, but well worth it. i also have a TENS unit that i got second-hand on eBay.

    urethral play
    

    that is, sticking things up the dick. a crude description that does no justice to the experience. you can't coat just anything with lube and shove it in...there's too much potential for damage or infection. but properly cleaned sounds (medical tools for just this purpose--polished steel rods in various thicknesses) pretty much eliminate the risks and provide a very HOT experience!

    hypnosis
    

    no, not acting like a chicken or anything... in sexual situations, hypnosis is great for taking (not quite accurate, since the subject has to be willing) control of a guy's mind and body. creating a scene in his mind. creating sensations in his mind...intensifying actual sensations. making his dick harden and soften on command. controlling when/if he shoots. so far i have much more experience as a hypnotist than as a subject, but i'm looking to change that. i've been told i'm quite a good hypnotist, though.

    breath control

    just what it says. put your hand over my mouth and nose and you can make me cum FAST! and i love to see a bottom struggle without air. i've become quite fond of gas masks and related sorts of toys, too. i love giving up control of my airflow, or taking control of my bottom's...smoke, poppers, ethyl...air substitutes and no air at all!

• fresh sweat
  

  the smell. the taste. seeing it dripping down a guy's body. licking it out of his pits and off his chest.

• armpits
  

  kinda goes with sweat, but hairy pits turn me on all by themselves.

• cum
  

  the taste. the smell. seeing it shooting from a guy's dick. feeling it in my mouth and throat.

• boots
  

  tall boots. short boots. docs. wescos. (no cowboy boots, though.) they look great, they taste great.

• poppers
  
  

nitrates. inhalants. brown bottle. that rush that pushes me over the edge. that opens up my butt for your fist...

to finish up, 'mutual' is a good word. sucking your dick while i work my hand into your butt...hypnotizing you to need to fuck my butt...cutting off your air while you fuck me...just generally having a sweaty good time without worrying about who's top and who's bottom. but that's not to say i won't or don't want to play if you're only a top or only a bottom.